leaving

when he asked me, i felt sad and as if i have made a wrong decision to leave. I knew clearly what are the various type of decisions which I have already made using my heart and head. In the end, it felt more right to be rationale. Maybe, it was also the excuse of wanting to get over him, an impossibility that i told myself to go, no matter how unwilling i was.

why is it so hard for him to see me ... and for me to let go of my feelings for him regardless of what harsh reality ...