to say that it doesnt hurt is denial of the fact that i used to like.
to say that i don't care is my comfort to her and a suppression to myself.
i don't have the courage to face competition and win.

winning. it has never been about winning. for there has never yet been any tug-of-war.
but it still hurts at times whenever i see and starts to think. i make letting go looks so easy and quick to everyone else.

i should not care for him who knows not me ...